i feel really insecure when walking behind old ladies....ESPECIALLY when they are carrying something in their hand and its swinging back and forth. there's an insecurity that she would hit something or something like that. so everytime i walk behind somenody like that, i would either really slow down or would try to overtake the person. but mostly, i jus really slow down or take a shortcut or something.

i admit that i am claustrophobic. not really that claustrophobic, but slightly. i seriously hate being around places like the Expo, or Suntec especially when they have sales or food events or stuff like that. i would really feel really squashed and insecure. places like bugis junction. gosh you have to wait jus to get on the escalator. cant they jus build more?? its sooooo weird...haha:) i am like making the world follow me, that everything should be perfect for ME! haha:) its jus my imagination.

while walking home, heard this boy said "Nothing in this world is cheap!!" and it made me reflect about all that i have and it made me think of people in other countries who were homeless, who were without food and it made me realise how bless we Singaporeans are and yet there are still cases of people wasting money on something not so important and that something not so important is expensive.really really expensive.and people jus use that money as if its like the free air we have. imagine if they would start taxing you for the amout of air you breathe?? like example:
$1 for 10 breathes
$2 for 1 deep breath
$5 for 5 minutes of breathing
imagine that?? kinda stupid yeah i know. thats why we should not take things for granted. be grateful for what we have. on the other hand, the world's coming to an end and soon money would no longer have any value.


i seriously seriously cannot stand your attitude. can you like get out of the school? so what if you think that because you're older than us by 10 years means that you can treat us like a piece of trash? we are still human beings okay. if you have a bad day then dont take it on us. you may say that we are supposed to respect you. but how are we to if you can give us your irritating attitude face and to even throw that piece of work in my face? at least i did it right? not like i forgot to do your work. and even so you still created a big halabuloo and complained to other teachers. i just cannot stand you. if you want us to like you or at least respect you, then have some dignity in yourself. dont treat us like kindergarden kids. the fact is that we're not. thats all i have to say.oh and if you are gonna stay biased the rest of your life, then i suggest that you no longer teach. you're actually discrimminating us and the world is supposed to have racial harmony. what kind of a law-abiding citizen are you? you're basically not fit to be a teacher.

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