AARRGGGHHH!!!! he jus had to look into my eyes and stare right into them...WHATS UP WITH HIM???he jus had to stare...i mean like he jus triggered the emotion inside of me that makes him eye-candyable..he jus had to do that...he seriously looks like eye-candy material...more like a cute-boy face...that would make many people fall for him...though i am so not concerned what so ever...why are guys like that??why do they stare at girls as though they have never seen them before..like whats up??what are you staring at??sigh...sometimes its jus freaky to see this guy staring right into your eyes and then the worst part is that you dont noe how to break contact....well it hapened 3 times today and i think that i am traumatised...seriously, severely....and i hope that i does not happen again...the worst thing is that it is with 3 different guys...2 that i jus met...like only today..so whatws wrong wih them??i jus looked away....pretending that i did not see what they jus did...haha:) kinda mean but how else was i supposed to do it??somehow i may seem really mean by doing what i do...and people usually tell me that i'm heartless when it comes to things like this..but guess that this is ME!! i cannot change anything about it...so jus deal with it...anyway the guy i met today, though i did not even talk to him, but i was jus looking at the way he pursues what he really enjoys doing and then he jus had to look in my direction and stare right into my eyes...and therefore i find him eye-candy material...but he kinda looks play-boy material too...which is totally off...sigh...

haha:) had an emotional breakdown jus on tuesday....it was so annoying...and irritating....and guess that i could no longer have that patience within me that caused me to beakdown...haha:) but i'm ok now...WELCOME BACK THE QUEEN OF SMILES!!!haha:)

okay...this maybe really out of point but i think that some guys are jus desperados...meaning that they are jus plain desperate for a girlfriend...okay...maybe not only the guys but some girls too....guess that maybe they jus want to have something to boast to their friends about...like "oh we did this, we did that" blahblah stuff....i mean like why be a desperado when you can jus wait for the right person to come along your way..that is if God wants to bring that person into your life.sometimes people are jus plain dumb...like when it comes to love, they jus have nothing in their brains anymore...its jus like"whatever you want honey..." or like " do whatever you please" kinda stuff and i think that its ridiculous...seriously...and then one thing will lead to other things...then soon it would be "if you love me, then you will do this or that" then that is when it becomes wrong right??like the guy or girl is becoming possessive over you...the worst thing is when they question you about the things you do....totally sucks...

guess that i gotta go...seeya:)

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