sometimes i think that life is really hard to understand...and sometimes there are people who are jus there to come and irritate you...aarrgghh....kinda venting here....well...jus got off the phone with somebody....well i jus got really pissed...i am not supposed to because i am sick...haha:) then i told somebody else what happened...haha:) guess that i feel better already...good for me:)

sometimes i feel that i need somebody to be there to be my listening ear...yupps...and i jus feel that it makes me feel better....gosh...feeling really groggy now....blame the medicine...haha:) i really love the people who are like the sunshine in my life...people who jus light up my life when i'm feeling down and they really make me happy....and i jus wanna thank them....haha:)

i have no idea why sometimes i feel the way i am feeling right now....its like a really mixed feeling....have no idea how to explain it....but i guess that the more i get closer...the more the feeling gets stronger...haha:)

after i heard from amanda what i am supposed to do tomorrow...i somehow do not feel like going to school already...haha:) like jus quit school and migrate somewhere.....it really sucks....well tomorrow i gotta go to Fort Canning...so if i fall really ill...beware...haha:)

i really wanna relive my holidays....guess that spending my entire holidaywith the band really make me want to get a holiday...but spending time with the band has its advantages too....i get to be closer to people whom i was not as close to previously...and i really feel like the band is a family...though there are squabbles here and there...but..yup:)

well guess that i gotta go to school tomorrow...even if it kills me..but i wonder..if i take my medicine tomorrow...i'm gonna feel extremely drowsy...so i gotta watch out...haha:)

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