firstly...i wanna do something....I WANNA WISH MY BROTHER A HAPPY BiRTHDAY!!!wahaha:) it was his birthday yesterday....and i think that it was kinda mean to not eat his cake....but the thing is that i cannot eat cake....cos like the mushy and eggy feeling will make me wanna puke....REALLY SORRY BRO!! i shall give you a big hug to make it up....haha:) so much for me being a big sister....haha:) a failure as a big sissy:)

anyway....the second week of school started....and guess what?? i forgot to bring my tie today..so i was panicking....but it was a good thing that Shirui had an extra tie...wahaha:) THANK YOU SHIRUI!! you're my life saver....and guess that today i was feeling pretty bummed...firstly because my class had recess with the upper-secondary....i'm not saying that its a bad thing but its jus too cramped and i did not get to eat my recess...jus like two tuna sandwiches...and a little bit of apple aloe-vera...
sigh..i seriously do not really like new teachers...why do old teachers always have to go away??firstly...Mrs Cheah has to go cos she is gonna deliever anytime soon...and guess who took her over?? Ms Lim...i shall tell you that she is horrendous...sigh...the way she teaches is like she is teaching a bunch of retarded people...like she repeated the same line at least 3 times...for example,"line A intercepts with line B...."few seconds later,"you see this red line?(line A) and this blue line? (line B)they cross each other at C....", few seconds later,"Line A and B has something in common. it is that they both meet each other at a point"....see what i mean...she is jus saying it in different ways...the worst thing is that she spent 40 minutes(A WHOLE PERIOD!!) on a page...which was a class activity....and guess what?? i nearly feel asleep in class...unbelievable..wonder how she got the degree to even teach...gosh...its gonna take a long time before we can complete the chapter...probably when the cow flies over the moon...or when the earth gets destroyed or something....sigh...maybe God is testing me....sigh..but i really really cannot take it...sheesh...

i guess that i gotta take life as it is...cos i noe that God is making me go through certain things just to strengthen me...and well...i guess that what Jess said about the bad stuff...is like kinda gonna happen...gotta pray against it...sigh...
i am bombarded with loads and loads of projects..the worst thing is that they are not minor projects..they are major projects...there is LITERATURE PLAY...which we hardly even started yet....there is also HISTORY PROJECT...and the due date is 17th July...thats not a lot of time...so i spent like 45 minutes talking to Amanda discussing about what we must do....sigh...there is also ENGLISH PROJECT...which the teacher is super unreasonable....she wants us to do a presentation by Thursday....and she jus told us about it TODAY!!! gosh....there is also the NBC (national band competition) which is jus two weeks away....gosh...I AM FRETTING!! super stressed...gonna grow white hair soon....i feel a fever rising within me....but i thank God for people like AMANDA!! who is there to help me....she talked me through the whole thing.....thank God for my family and for my fellow brothers and sisters in Christ cos they always tend to encourage me....and i thank God for HIM!! but sometimes i think, 'why on earth does God make us go through certain things??' well guess its not for me to decide....guess i better rest....i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow...sigh

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