its sad to say...and very saddening and it would make my heart break....but i have to say it....
sigh....firstly....my beloved SL has quit band...
why?? because of reasons that are confidential...all i know was that she could not take it anymore...
she jus packed her bag and left....jus like that...of course she said a few goodbyes(alot actually...not trying to spoil the mood here)....left us telling us what to do....and jus walked away....almost wanted to cry....it really breaks my heart that somebody so close to me...somebody who included me in...somebody who introduced me to everybody else....somebody who i spent time with most of the time(excluding classmates, family and other close friends)....somebody who is so dear to me...jus leave....but although i cannot do something to stop her(she's my senior after all)....i've decided to follow whatever that she has taught me and teach my juniors the same way....
secondly.....actually there is no second....well after all is said and done...i have no right to try to stop her....though i have...had...and never will be able to again....sigh..
leaving that to a side....let's talk about today....well today i woke up at around 7.45am....cause of the usual band..though it was supposed to be marking day....well going for band has its purpose: Australia Competition....well....had sectional till around 11 when my stomach starting growling...so did lewei's....haha(:
well anyway....we waited till about 11.30 then suddenly all the funny funny and sad stuff happened....well then we had lunch....though it was not that enjoyable....lots of anger and stuff flying around...well then many other stuff happened...then we ran through one song: jupiter...it was really funny because i play second flute...so there was like no solo at the beginning...haha(:
and then that was roughly about 3.30pm...when we went into the music room to listen to mrs tan who briefed us about the australia trip....
well then mdm ang and ms chang told us about some other stuff...like your bag cannot exceed 20kg and small instruments must be carried by hand...blahblahblah....then the next thing i knew....i went to buy cheese pancakes...(they've become an addiction..like drugs)then headed home....well guess thats all....
well...to summarise....guess i'm not feeling too good today....hav no idea whether i can drag myself to school tomorrow....sigh...i guess that i'll see....
P.S...there's like this irritating bug in my room....and its like flying everywhere....it even made its nest and now there are like more of them....so irritating...well iwanted to jus like spray them off....like using shieldtox....but my sister said:'no...dont kill them if not they would come and haunt me at night'...its so full of crap...anyway...since they like to bite me so much...i have moved room to share with my maid....its safer...haha(:
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Nad.6:00 PM.
