i like sat in the hall without stretching my legs from 8am - 11am....thats like 3 hours and somehow i feel that my legs are cramped...and there's no blood circulation even no...haha:) wonder how i walked home....

listened to the 'opening speech' of kindness week and could harld hear what Ms Soh was saying....it was too noisy.....amanda was like doodling on my paper after she had finishing using her paper...haha:)...
then heard this talk about how smoking can kill you....and the pictures are really disgusting....they even showed (as a video) about how this bartender made this drink called 'cigarette cocktail' and inside he threw like petrol, nail polish remover, moth balls plus many many other disgusting stuff that would kill you instanly....it was really disgusting...like one sip and you're dead on the floor....haha:) dont think that anybody would wanna drink it...its like a one way ticket to your death....then..the question is why would people want to smoke? it like shortens your life span by 6 minutes....and gives you many cancers...like saw a picture of somebody having tongue cancer....and there was like a tumour on the tongue...really disgusting....eww...
then heard a talk about phone scams...though i could not really most of it as it was too noisy...and i saw something that i should not have seen...haha (its not perverted or disgusting...please think straight)

gonna have la vista performance tomorrow....though i'm not performing....haha:) gonna cheer for people....anyway...i think that my class is screwed for the skit happening on thursday...firstly because we have not practiced...secondly because nobody's focusing....thirdly because everybody simply does not care....so guess that we're screwed.....unless everybody starts co-operating together...well since we're divided into 4 groups....i have to write the script for the skit....though we're supposed to be joining all of them together...plus there is props to make..lots of them in fact....and costumes....plus we need to add all four scripts from the different groups and compile it all together.....well hope that i'm not the one who's gonna do everything....somebody's gotta make a stand.....not me though...everybody's gotta make a choice and believe in yourself...have confidence...at least try your best....

i may sound really wordy....and dont really make sense....maybe its cos i'm referring to myself....i have to make a choice....and stand up...i cannot always be counting on the people around me to support me...i have to be independant.....i mean everybody has too....so all of us have to make a stand....everybody must also have confidence....well i can say that i really lack of it....i really do not have a lot of confidence...i must learn to buck up and believe in myself....if i'm not able too, then who's gonna help me??
my senior told me that if i don't have confidence then i might as well go and jump down...well i think that whatever she says is true...cos as a flute player....and we sit in front most of the time...we hav to have confidence if not we'll never believe that we can play...and i respect my senior for saying that....

actually i'm going way way out of point....haha:) but i guess that i've got to remind myself and the people around me that we must have confidence and believe in ourselves...if not we'll never make it....i think that this is a lesson that everybody has to learn:)

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